#846

I’ve worked for almost 20 years as a government public servant in the Stare of State, most recently for the highest level government official, who prides themself and their office as being unafraid of tackling even the biggest of bullies of them all, like other former high level elected officials. However, under that persons leadership and what I thought was protection, I was horrifically bullied, gaslight and abused, on a daily basis. This persisted even though I became physically ill, suffered emotional trauma and continued to report each and every toxic word and event to my superiors, with those individuals fully aware of the consequences that I was suffering. Nothing was done. Instead, the toxic environment and imposter leadership double-downed on the abuse and retaliated. Hard. Before then, I never took a sick day, worked through 2 pregnancies with barely a true maternity leave, and never stopped doing what I thought was justice, for the good of the public. For 20 years. When I realized the lesson I was teaching my children by accepting this abuse in exchange for nothing more than a paycheck, I left. I’ve calculated the loss to be in the millions of dollars. I’ve suffered tremendously - financially, physically, emotionally and worst of all, a moral injury that I fear is indelible. And all of this was under the watchful eye of the person in our State government who is the true Goliath, shrouded in the false narrative of David.