Hope Strength Prayer

2019-2022 I was being sexually exploited by men and raped by women. It started with four co-workers. They were poisoning my drinks. I started to cry all the time. They would take pictures of me without my at consent at the work place. One followed me to work one day I did not know what they were doing. As time went on. The moods and Illnesses got worse. I started to get angry. I lost my home lost my marriage and almost lost relationships with my kids. This went on until 2022 when I found why I was so disstressed. I was raped 9/11/2021 after a concert. There were rapes from women prior. They called the rapes pizza parties as they raped my vagina with oral sex. They used chicken as sexual comments like a secret code to my oral sex rapes. Food became hard to eat. Color became hard to handle like purple I wanna cry. They were poisoning me for five years with pills. It took me a long time to recognize and know my behaviors were off. I stopped eating and was throwing up all the time. The words they laughed around me were constantly belittling abusive and inappropriate. Things like “go fuck yourself” “at least you ain’t fucking each other” I did not know yet they were date raping me. because they wanted to rape me again. Very sexual icky and directed towards all my rapes from women. Someone said I was raped twenty one times by women. I moved away and they tried to attack again with more rape from women. So I learned to just say no and stay safe indoors. I can’t live Normal life anywhere. These women know where I am as they stalk me all the time. Men stalk me also. It was like a witch ritual what these women were doing. Much they took out of the Bible to sexually exploit me to bisexual women. I cry everyday from years of trauma and abuse from sexual exploitation to women. So when people warn of men raping women please be careful women are also exploiting women into lgbtq. I only trust very few women now that is blood related. Five years they poisoned me and raped me in oral sex. I am now learning to try and move on to date men as in friendship only. It’s scary to go out or leave my home.