"Tears of Betrayal: A Heart-Wrenching Tale of Abuse and struggling

As I sit here today, I can't help but reflect on the pain and torment that has plagued me for the past two years. It all began in 2021 when my father became involved with a woman. Initially, everything seemed fine, but as time passed, she began to interfere in our family affairs. She would lie to my dad about us, and unfortunately, he believed her. Soon enough, he began to physically abuse my mother because she refused to allow him to have a sexual relationship with this woman. The situation continued to spiral out of control from there. My father squandered my brother's school fees on this woman and his drugs, causing my brother to be expelled from school. he wasted their one year. Meanwhile, I had always been an excellent student, always at the top of my class. However, as I prepared for my medical entrance exam, my father called and tortured me, accusing me of interfering with his relationship. I was devastated to find out that I missed the admission by just 1.7%. after that, they blamed me of failing to get admission and used to insult me and my brother does too, till today. in front of so may guests,he says that i wasnt able to get admission. he laughs at me even though he is a failure, he got failed in maths and scored just 300 out of 550 in grade 10th. and i the topper always, i scored 535 out of 550. why is a fucking failure encouraged to laugh at me?. and he is supported to do so by my father. I cried endlessly. am i the only one to blame for whatever happened? i didt do anything, i swear to god! To make matters worse, the torture never ended. My father continued to mentally,emotionally abuse me, and my brother began to follow in his footsteps, physically assaulting and sexually harassing me. and my father who i thought was the person i loved the most and was my hero, encouraged him to beat me abuse me and harass me. One day, they both beat me, leaving me feeling helpless and alone. it is so difficult for me to believe that my own father and my brother can do this with me. even if i tell my father that the mistake is isnt mine and everything is crystal clear, but he still says that i am wrong just because i am a girl. nowadays, i am just silent, enduring all the fuck. i am preparing again for the medical entrance test. and once i get there i will shift to a good hostel and be away from the hypocrites like my dad and brother. Just because i am a girl, i am suffering because i am dependant financially on him. if i take a stand against him, he will not pay my medical school fee either and in this way my whole career will end! and i cant let that happen. Maybe i can endure a little more:( thanks for hearing me!