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Help me please…
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Dear reader, this story contains language of self-harm that some may find triggering or discomforting.
When I was 3-8 years old I was molested by different people. One of the perpetrators was my older brother, bullies/friends from school, and I was hurt online by men. I don’t like myself. I sexually assaulted kids when I was younger. I thought it was normal. My cousin and 2 other boys dry humped me when I was 10. 2 of the boys were 6 and the other one was ten like me. I feel so much guilt everytime I think about it. I have an addiction to masterbating and I hate looking at myself. I committed COCSA and it kills me everytime I think about it. I wish that I was dead. I hate the fact that I got hurt because I started to hurt others the same way. I wonder if my cousin hates me. Because I hate me. My heart is in shambles and I wanna cry and just fall apart on the floor until I can’t breathe. I’m so overwhelmed with guilt and shame I don’t know what to do…someone please tell me what to do…
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