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I want to feel free. I don't want to feel his hands on me, or smell something that reminds me of that night. It's like I can't escape it. But I want to. So bad, I want to heal and be able to use it to help girls like me.
I'm 18. He is 20. He was one of my friends at the time, and we were partying. I had been drinking a little, but there wasn't much in my system. Around 2ish I started to feel dizzy and tired, and so I asked if I could crash on his couch. He agreed, and so I fell asleep. I don't know when it happened. I just know it hurt really bad, and I was in tears, begging him to stop. But it was like he didn't hear me, or maybe he didn't care. Afterwards, he left and just went to his room. I laid on that couch for a long time before I got the courage to leave. This happened three days ago, and I feel dirty and used and I wish it had never happened. I'm not sure where to go from here, or who to tell. I don't know if I even could at this point. He's my friend. I thought he cared about me. And maybe he could, but I'm so lost and confused.
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